
My mind is spinning in a heavy room
Overthinking every shadow in the gloom
I’m standing at the edge, overwhelmed by the tide
Trying to find a place where my spirit can hide
Casper, you’re a ghost in your own machine
Caught up in the static of the in-between
ChorusBut I want to live, I want to see the light
Punch a hole right through the middle of the night
I'm walking through hell while the flames get high
But I want to live, and I can’t afford to die
Yeah, I want to live, and I can't afford to die
Verse 2Looking at the lines that I drew on my skin
Tracing out the battles where the dark crept in
I'm desperate for a change, trying to turn the page
To break my own heart out of this heavy cage
It feels like a cycle that never stops turning
But deep in my chest, there's a fire still burning
Chorus'Cause I want to live, I want to see the light
Punch a hole right through the middle of the night
I'm walking through hell while the flames get high
But I want to live, and I can’t afford to die
Yeah, I want to live, and I can't afford to die
BridgeEvery time I fall, I swear it’s the end
But I pick myself up and I breathe out again
The pain is relentless, it tears at my soul
But fighting the pieces is making me whole
Hold on, Casper, step out of the dark
Protect every ember and fuel up the spark
Final Chorus'Cause I want to live, I want to see the light
Punch a hole right through the middle of the night
I'm walking through hell while the flames get high
But I want to live, and I can’t afford to die
Yeah, I want to live, I’m taking back the sky
I'm gonna live, 'cause I can't afford to die!