Christina

I still remember that awkward phase

Before we were us, just caught in a daze

I blurted out randomly, out of the blue

"I can drive you to Utah," just to be close to you

I pictured your shocked face, but you finally said yes

The rest of our story, words just can't express

Except for Derka Dan, and the joke that he said

"And I'm her legs," echoing in my head

Christina, you're amazing, loving and tough

Someone I could count on, and real as fuck.

Now the hardest part is letting you go

I'll always love you, and I know that you know

I want you to feel the joy that we made

When we got our own place, before it all frayed

Even if it's not with me in the light

You will always have my heart, Christina Wright.

I know you wanting to leave is on me

I tried to convince myself I couldn't see

I didn't listen, I couldn't stick to the truth

Couldn't change my ways, ignoring the proof

You told me it hurt, but I did it again

Now it's too late to save us, I'm losing my friend

Crying every night in rehab, feeling so weak

Why am I so stupid? The tears on my cheek

You gave me so many chances to grow

Now the happiness we had is a ghost that I know.

Now the hardest part is letting you go

I'll always love you, and I know that you know

I want you to feel the joy that we made

When we got our own place, before it all frayed

Even if it's not with me in the light

You will always have my heart, Christina Wright.

I hear you packing up your stuff from my space

My office, aka the bathroom, an empty place

I hear the tone in your voice on the phone

Talking to your new love, while I sit alone

You explained you were nervous, embarrassed, and shy

Just wanting to hold his hand, and I won't lie

It kills me inside, but it opens my eyes

To see you so happy without a disguise.

I just wanted to see your bubbly self shine

Truly happy again, even if you aren't mine

I'll never be as happy as when we were one

But I'm stepping back now, the damage is done

I'm letting you fly, 'cause it's what you deserve

I'll keep all the memories safely preserved

April twentieth, twenty-one, x-o-x-o

Love, Daniel Jones, I'm letting you go.

Yeah, the hardest part is letting you go

I'll always love you, no matter what, you know

I want you to feel the joy that we made

When we got our own place, before it all frayed

Even if it's not with me in the light

You will always have my heart, Christina Wright.