Saul

Yeah, Saul, you always had the biggest smile on your face

Walking in the room, bringing light to the space

Cracking jokes, yeah, you always kept me laughing out loud

Singing your heart out, standing out in the crowd

I can still feel the heavy warmth of your embrace

The way your big hugs made the shadows erase

You were a melody, a rhythm I could never ignore

Showing me a kind of love I never felt before

You were the first man to ever open my door

The first to brush my hair and make me feel secure

The first to hold me in your arms and just let me cry

I loved you with my everything, I'm looking at the sky

I'll never understand why you couldn't let her go

Now you're gone forever, but my love continues to grow

It’s a heavy kind of truth that I'm carrying today

That whatever pulled you back took my baby away

I couldn't break the grip, couldn't sever the tie

You couldn't let her go, and now I'm asking why

But I refuse to let the darkness take away your spark

You left a permanent signature right on my heart

I focus on the joy and the songs that you sang

Finding an uplifting peace underneath all the pain

'Cause you were the first man to ever open my door

The first to brush my hair and make me feel secure

The first to hold me in your arms and just let me cry

I loved you with my everything, I'm looking at the sky

I'll never understand why you couldn't let her go

Now you're gone forever, but my love continues to grow

You taught me what it means to be treated right

You were my comfort in the middle of the longest night

I'm choosing to remember how you lifted me up

When I was broken down, yeah, you filled my cup

I loved you, Saul, I want the whole world to see

The beautiful way that you cared about me

You were the first man to ever open my door

The first to brush my hair and make me feel secure

The first to hold me in your arms and just let me cry

I loved you with my everything, I'm looking at the sky

I'll never understand why you couldn't let her go

But I'll carry your smile with me everywhere I go