Brenda

Lord, this room feels like a cage I cannot open

Got this heavy cloud of worry on my chest

I need a quick way out of all this darkness

Just a little peace to lay my mind to rest

Sometimes the anxiety is blinding

And this impossible road is hard to walk

But I lean upon my Jesus in the quiet

And I listen for the Spirit when He talks

When I look at my grown sons, I keep on breathing

They're the reason that this life is worth the fight

It's a winding, rocky road, this Christian journey

Walking through the shadows, reaching for the light

Yeah, the fear tries to pull me underneath

But I've got a Savior and a reason to believe

I've been carrying these boxes full of wishes

Hidden deep inside my soul since I was sixteen

Some of them got lost along the highway

Some are still alive but somewhere in between

I've had my share of valleys and of mountains

Following the Lord ain't always easy, no

But I give Him every shattered piece of longing

Trusting Him to heal the places I can't go

When I look at my grown sons, I keep on breathing

They're the reason that this life is worth the fight

It's a winding, rocky road, this Christian journey

Walking through the shadows, reaching for the light

Yeah, the fear tries to pull me underneath

But I've got a Savior and a reason to believe

I'm trapped inside a place I cannot stand

A situation heavy on my hands

Oh God, I need a rescue, need it fast

Let Your Holy Spirit make this valley pass

Depression tries to tell me it's the end

But I know the Maker is my closest friend

When I look at my grown sons, I keep on breathing

They're the reason that this life is worth the fight

It's a winding, rocky road, this Christian journey

Walking through the shadows, reaching for the light

Yeah, the fear tries to pull me underneath

But my boys and Jesus are the breath I need

Lord, carry Brenda through the in-between