Cj

Sitting in this quiet house, looking at the space

Remembering the way a smile would light up on your face

We didn't need a lot, just kicking back and chilling

The energy we had, the hours we were filling

Cj, you were always the one to keep it light

Making me laugh when the world wasn't right

Now I'm staring at the walls, thinking 'bout the past

Wondering how I broke something built to last

I'm sorry for everything I did, I take the blame

I know I messed it up, and things are not the same

Cj, please, just give me one more try

I hate to see the distance looking in your eye

I miss my loving boyfriend, the one I used to hold

Without us just chilling, the house is getting cold

I know I made mistakes, I pushed it to the edge

Now I'm writing out these words, making you a pledge

You got that funny soul, a heart so deep and true

I never should have gambled with a man like you

Just us on the sofa, doing nothing much at all

Those simple little moments are the ones that I recall

I took your love for granted, yeah, I lost my way

But I'm praying that you'll hear me when I say

I'm sorry for everything I did, I take the blame

I know I messed it up, and things are not the same

Cj, please, just give me one more try

I hate to see the distance looking in your eye

I miss my loving boyfriend, the one I used to hold

Without us just chilling, the house is getting cold

I know an apology won't erase the pain

I know I brought the storm, I know I brought the rain

But if there's any room left inside your heart

Let me prove I've changed, let's make a brand new start

I'm putting down my pride, I'm laying it out bare

I just want my boyfriend, I need you right there

I'm sorry for everything I did, I take the blame

I know I messed it up, and things are not the same

Cj, please, just give me one more try

I hate to see the distance looking in your eye

I miss my loving boyfriend, the one I used to hold

Without us just chilling, the house is getting cold