Jason

We always knew each other, a familiar hometown face

Started dating in 2010, fell into an easy grace

August 3rd of 2012, we stood and said "I do"

A loving father and a grandpa, that’s the man I knew

We promised "till my last breath," beneath the summer sun

I really thought our story, Jason, had only just begun

But I can’t do this anymore, I’m stepping off this ride

I loved you with my whole heart, but I’ve got nothing left inside

You keep running back to her, and I’m left in the cold

I need a man who holds me, not a hand I have to fold

I’m letting go of us tonight, I’m walking out the door

I need to be a wife again, and I can't do this anymore

When we lost our sweet Jaylyn, the whole world turned to gray

The sorrow was too heavy, and you started slipping away

You turned to the drugs and the bottles, trying to numb the pain

Moved out and found another, leaving me out in the rain

We tried to piece it back together, separated time and time again

But the foundation was shattered, and I was losing my best friend

But I can’t do this anymore, I’m stepping off this ride

I loved you with my whole heart, but I’ve got nothing left inside

You keep running back to her, and I’m left in the cold

I need a man who holds me, not a hand I have to fold

I’m letting go of us tonight, I’m walking out the door

I need to be a wife again, and I can't do this anymore

When I got legally charged, I looked around for you

You left me standing by myself, to face what I went through

And now your mama's fighting cancer, just another heavy blow

There's so much pain around us, but I have to let you go

Those vows we made meant nothing, when the shadows finally crept

I'm waking up from all the bitter tears I've wept

You packed your bags and went to her, the final time for me

I tried so hard to save you, but I finally can see

I hope I find somebody who will choose me every day

Who treats me like a wife should be treated, come what may

I love you, Jason, yes I do, but I'm choosing me instead

I'm laying down the memories, and putting them to bed

'Cause I can’t do this anymore, I’m stepping off this ride

I loved you with my whole heart, but I’ve got nothing left inside

You keep running back to her, and I’m left in the cold

I need a man who holds me, not a hand I have to fold

I’m letting go of us tonight, I’m walking out the door

I pray you find your peace, but I can't do this anymore